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So in Health class today we calculated our B.M.I. and how many calories we should be eating and stuff. My B.M.I. is normal... but it's close to being a bit over normal. I hate things like this. Calculating how much you should eat. It just makes you feel bad about yourself. I feel bad about myself right now. So fuck you Health class. Thank you for making me feel overweight. This was just another rant. Kasumi-Chan, out.

This is a journal entry that I feel the need to write. It is not about cosplay, it is about me. I bottle so many things. I bottle my dreams. I bottle my feelings. My dream... my career dream, seems almost like a silly dream. Unreal. I play out these scenarios in my head. What if. What if I did achieve that dream. What if it came true. What if... what if. What if I wasn't so plain? I'm so average. I hate it. I hate it so much. I have no confidence. My dream requires confidence. The dream I have is achievable, but I'm not so sure if the dream I have is achievable for myself. I am pathetic. I never share these emotions seriously. I don't believe

I got my wig today for my semi-secret cosplay :3. Kasumi-Chan, out!